was a desire that had gripped me for several months. And even a year or two. His appearance was one of my fantasies all the more surprising that until I was rather disheartened by this type of games. What a change it now that he had taken the whole place and it had become the unique and haunting dream ! Yet I did was not yet addicted, refusing, I believe, to accept it. But now I could not resist him, he had to give way.
I wanted to sodomize me. Fuck me. Let me slip, smash, take, blow, sweep, fuck, fuck. Whatever the word used was the dream that haunted me. But I did not want any sodomy. I'm actually very little attraction for men. I'm not 100% hetero provided me ever since to make me suck a man or to sodomize another. But it was more out of curiosity or vice only by attraction. It was a game, not a desire. I am, I think, sometimes called "two light", since we must put a word on everything. As such, I have always been "active", playing the male role in these exchanges, offering my cock stiff to a man rather than a woman: not much difference in the end. I never even really "fucked" with a man, and of course I have never been sodomized by a man. My dream did not change this because I wanted to offer my rump a woman.
course, it would have to be equipped. My dream was nice to be taken "as a female" and not fingering or fisting. Besides, I already played these games there solo. Two or three fingers, and even a few specimens Culinary - carrot, zucchini - convinced me of the interest to go further. Although anal pleasure was accompanied by other less pleasant sensation, especially when the subject withdrew sodomite. But I wanted to feel a member come penetrate me, be activated by movements of hips male female to be my hip that of a female.
I dreamed that shots kidney from a woman, not those of a man.
I of course aware of the existence of dildos. I never practiced, and saw no great interest. Except for dildos belts that seemed to me wonderful inventions. I had already considered their use to allow me to take a woman doubled. I did not continue on this path. And besides, these models do not seem widespread. The most common use seems to be the one I wanted to experience: to allow a woman to sodomize her - in my case - partner.
Before going further, a word about my sodomy. I did so only rarely in the end. Somewhat to my regret. Only a little, because like everything else, it requires moderation. The act attracts me, probably to the appearance of abandoning the one who receives the one who's prodigal. The situation seems more intense than when a woman surrenders vaginally to a man, she was totally in his possession. What may come as close as the intensity that I felt would be a situation where the woman is tied, bound, and delivered. My attraction for sodomy is that the imbalance in the relationship between lovers, but for the sole purpose of producing the greatest pleasure ... to two. I have no kind of attraction to this kind of imbalance that is not no game.
This attraction appeared relatively late. A slow maturation? Or a trigger event? In the latter case, I ignore almost all of it. Although this is bound to meet a woman fond of "enculade" and who offered to me almost exclusively as this. Opportunity makes the thief. In contrast, the attraction to the reverse situation, that of sodomizing me, I have a few tracks. I suspect it is rooted in a mistress's warning made me suddenly: "I am not anal at all. "I was surprised because we did not mention, and I had not even thought of, was far from having explored all other combinations with it. Maybe she was too insistent fondling my buttocks? Or did she have any other experience which she found herself almost buggered before realizing it? course I respected his choice and we do not reparlâmes. Sometime later, when she was tired of our meetings, that regret of not having practiced with the desire she met me back to the place that I would have liked to see. The mixture of desire is often so strange ...
It was therefore necessary that I do bugger. I then began looking for a partner willing to teach me this game The thing was not so easy. The knowledge that few can answer yes declined the invitation, these games do not attract him. I will continue to be 100% male to them. It was then that I found elsewhere. I began to consciously looking for a partner on chat sites and dating of the Net.
That period made me realize how much these sites, under a guise of friendliness and debauchery, were commodified. Whether it's the sites themselves that offer real opportunities for contact after subscription, or users who offer their services against payment, the money is all over the SexNet. It seems that the word "libertinism" many people who hear mostly "liber" and it accolent proper extensions to make it "liberal" in the economic sense. What a shame to mix the spirit of freedom of sex for pleasure with the most vile commercialism. Sex and money watching Freud ...
So I tried to make contact briefly explaining my desire. I did not know how to this research, and it was so messy and inefficient. I soon had myself to face the fact that I would not find a real fan of these games. This would be a dream only man and women who participate must be driven by other desires. Or those who do not need to seek partners in the network. Still, I n'eu therefore contacts with pros or semi-pros. I initially refused the idea. I thought it spoiled the dream. But I could not agree with me that the reality: without this concession, I could probably make my fantasy.
I resolved So what kind of relationship. I made my choice. I gave to those who seemed too experienced and why this relationship fell within the line work. All evocations dungeon left me unmoved. I avoided them. So instead I tried to find a dominatrix who joined craft at least with pleasure. I thought finally, I told myself. Some discussion on the site seemed to come from a human being, unlike so many other posts done everything from a service provider. I contacted her to inquire about conditions and explain to him my desire and my expectations. I do not conclude immediately, leaving me some weeks of reflection. Despite the urge gripped me, I was still reluctant to give myself body and soul to this dream. My refusal to admit me as it was even harder when I masturbated while dreaming of this situation: post coitum made me take a firm resolve never to take the plunge. Resolution which lasted only a matter of hours after which I resumed my search ...
I compared the pricing conditions. They were all equivalent, and I found them very high end. But the law of supply and demand should apply here too. The discount was not really an option. Despite this, she was kind enough to have some flexibility on this point. She seduces me, more for how to approach the subject as the result itself. I decided to trust him, and, for the first time, offer my rump a woman.
We arrange an appointment ...
trioh (@) yahoo.com
I wanted to sodomize me. Fuck me. Let me slip, smash, take, blow, sweep, fuck, fuck. Whatever the word used was the dream that haunted me. But I did not want any sodomy. I'm actually very little attraction for men. I'm not 100% hetero provided me ever since to make me suck a man or to sodomize another. But it was more out of curiosity or vice only by attraction. It was a game, not a desire. I am, I think, sometimes called "two light", since we must put a word on everything. As such, I have always been "active", playing the male role in these exchanges, offering my cock stiff to a man rather than a woman: not much difference in the end. I never even really "fucked" with a man, and of course I have never been sodomized by a man. My dream did not change this because I wanted to offer my rump a woman.
course, it would have to be equipped. My dream was nice to be taken "as a female" and not fingering or fisting. Besides, I already played these games there solo. Two or three fingers, and even a few specimens Culinary - carrot, zucchini - convinced me of the interest to go further. Although anal pleasure was accompanied by other less pleasant sensation, especially when the subject withdrew sodomite. But I wanted to feel a member come penetrate me, be activated by movements of hips male female to be my hip that of a female.
I dreamed that shots kidney from a woman, not those of a man.
I of course aware of the existence of dildos. I never practiced, and saw no great interest. Except for dildos belts that seemed to me wonderful inventions. I had already considered their use to allow me to take a woman doubled. I did not continue on this path. And besides, these models do not seem widespread. The most common use seems to be the one I wanted to experience: to allow a woman to sodomize her - in my case - partner.
Before going further, a word about my sodomy. I did so only rarely in the end. Somewhat to my regret. Only a little, because like everything else, it requires moderation. The act attracts me, probably to the appearance of abandoning the one who receives the one who's prodigal. The situation seems more intense than when a woman surrenders vaginally to a man, she was totally in his possession. What may come as close as the intensity that I felt would be a situation where the woman is tied, bound, and delivered. My attraction for sodomy is that the imbalance in the relationship between lovers, but for the sole purpose of producing the greatest pleasure ... to two. I have no kind of attraction to this kind of imbalance that is not no game.
This attraction appeared relatively late. A slow maturation? Or a trigger event? In the latter case, I ignore almost all of it. Although this is bound to meet a woman fond of "enculade" and who offered to me almost exclusively as this. Opportunity makes the thief. In contrast, the attraction to the reverse situation, that of sodomizing me, I have a few tracks. I suspect it is rooted in a mistress's warning made me suddenly: "I am not anal at all. "I was surprised because we did not mention, and I had not even thought of, was far from having explored all other combinations with it. Maybe she was too insistent fondling my buttocks? Or did she have any other experience which she found herself almost buggered before realizing it? course I respected his choice and we do not reparlâmes. Sometime later, when she was tired of our meetings, that regret of not having practiced with the desire she met me back to the place that I would have liked to see. The mixture of desire is often so strange ...
It was therefore necessary that I do bugger. I then began looking for a partner willing to teach me this game The thing was not so easy. The knowledge that few can answer yes declined the invitation, these games do not attract him. I will continue to be 100% male to them. It was then that I found elsewhere. I began to consciously looking for a partner on chat sites and dating of the Net.
That period made me realize how much these sites, under a guise of friendliness and debauchery, were commodified. Whether it's the sites themselves that offer real opportunities for contact after subscription, or users who offer their services against payment, the money is all over the SexNet. It seems that the word "libertinism" many people who hear mostly "liber" and it accolent proper extensions to make it "liberal" in the economic sense. What a shame to mix the spirit of freedom of sex for pleasure with the most vile commercialism. Sex and money watching Freud ...
So I tried to make contact briefly explaining my desire. I did not know how to this research, and it was so messy and inefficient. I soon had myself to face the fact that I would not find a real fan of these games. This would be a dream only man and women who participate must be driven by other desires. Or those who do not need to seek partners in the network. Still, I n'eu therefore contacts with pros or semi-pros. I initially refused the idea. I thought it spoiled the dream. But I could not agree with me that the reality: without this concession, I could probably make my fantasy.
I resolved So what kind of relationship. I made my choice. I gave to those who seemed too experienced and why this relationship fell within the line work. All evocations dungeon left me unmoved. I avoided them. So instead I tried to find a dominatrix who joined craft at least with pleasure. I thought finally, I told myself. Some discussion on the site seemed to come from a human being, unlike so many other posts done everything from a service provider. I contacted her to inquire about conditions and explain to him my desire and my expectations. I do not conclude immediately, leaving me some weeks of reflection. Despite the urge gripped me, I was still reluctant to give myself body and soul to this dream. My refusal to admit me as it was even harder when I masturbated while dreaming of this situation: post coitum made me take a firm resolve never to take the plunge. Resolution which lasted only a matter of hours after which I resumed my search ...
I compared the pricing conditions. They were all equivalent, and I found them very high end. But the law of supply and demand should apply here too. The discount was not really an option. Despite this, she was kind enough to have some flexibility on this point. She seduces me, more for how to approach the subject as the result itself. I decided to trust him, and, for the first time, offer my rump a woman.
We arrange an appointment ...
trioh (@) yahoo.com
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